I don't know what to say.....its been a while since i have blogged. And the last time i have done so was when i was emotionally disturbed. Does that mean i am right now? Probably not. I've been constantly thinking and thinking......i don't even know if i was really thinking half of the time. Maybe just looking into the skies.....with no purpose.
I don't know what say.....again. Don't you just love that? ...........there is another special one.....that i have thought of. She's ............ indescribable. I don't have that strong of an attachment to her.....but the one thing i do feel......is her pain. Because it was mine.
I think it first started when she grabbed me by the arms and walked me with. It was more like i was suppose escort her, so that she can evade her stalker. When she held me by my arms.....at first i wanted to evade her because i wasn't used to it. But gradually, i began to accept it. Why? I don't know, maybe because i was trying to picture the connection. ------I don't know.....
I don't know how guys make it the hall of fame for not listening.....but -----when she was talking about her ex, it was as if my heart was ripped out of my chest.....what made it even greater was the fact that i knew how she felt. I had the same feeling before......but much worst.
-------I don't know what to say.......
